And on you Grow

Well young man/Lady – Tomorrow is our first appointment with our health care provider and I don’t mind telling you that I’m absolutely terrified. I hope that you are ok and happy in there. I have had a very turbulent few weeks. All the changes and mood swings…… but one thing that has come of all my fretting is the reinforcement that I can not wait to meet you.

There is no doubt that you will find this whole process completely mortifying but I just love you so much and I don’t wanna loose any of it. When you look at me I don’t want you to just see an old fat woman who knows nothing, I want you to have an opportunity to meet me as me – Shivvers – not just your boring overbearing mother.